Chandler Leighton’s Phenomenal Debut Album Offers a Shining Light to Guide You Out
From the shadows of Los Angeles emerges a tantalizing new sound, like an outstretched hand poised to grab hold of your attention and never let go. It’s Chandler Leighton’s alternative dark-pop debut album, “Proof You Weren’t The Only One.”
With the release of “Proof You Weren’t The Only One,” Chandler Leighton, shines a light on the forgotten crevices of your mind in order to bring some good out of there, a truly transformative piece that says “yes!” to personal growth and finding that meeting point between each part of you.
“I hope this album stands as proof that you don’t have to decide on one version of yourself.
What makes us beautiful is how versatile we can,
and how many parts make us whole...”
– Chandler Leighton
The record follows a somewhat interconnected narrative in two parts, led by the opening track “SICK” from side A, which ups the ante on itself several times, transitioning from a hazy lo-fi guitar intro into a sparse almost trap-like preamble and then into an angry dark-pop anthem with an imposing distorted beat. The lyrics depict a person who has emotionally withdrawn, shutting off their feelings in an attempt to avoid vulnerability, an extremely accurate and vivid representation of depression that I haven't heard in a long time.
On the other hand, there’s “ETA”, a song about resilience and hardship alike. Leighton delves into her own personal battles, not just with depression, but also with the obstacles that come with pursuing a career in music. These challenges include discovering one's identity and finding solid ground amidst turbulent waters. With “ETA” Leighton acknowledges the immense effort and time it takes to eventually emerge towards success.
Another huge standout in the 11-song record is “Got What I Wanted,” from side B. This track was chosen to have its music video inspired by the same experiences that Chandler Leighton sings about. “Got What I Wanted” conveys the struggles and disillusionment of pursuing one's dreams and ambitions. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of her descent into emotional and financial turmoil, as she grapples with the realities of adulthood and the pressures of survival, in the music video, Leighton is found sweeping and haunting an old theater that represents both her yearning to be a success with audiences as well as her beginnings in musical theater.
“Musical theater was how I began my musical journey, so I asked my mom to send me an old VHS of me as ‘The Music Man’ to include in the story.
I really wanted the idea of being in an old vintage theater with full glam that I never do
on myself for this dramatic feeling at the end of the album.”
- Chandler Leighton
Ultimately, despite the album's pervasive sense of darkness and emotional weight, there is an underlying current of bravery and defiance that ultimately leads to an uplifting listening experience. It's akin to venturing into the basement of one's own psyche, armed with a torchlight and a broom, to bring order and clarity to the often neglected and difficult aspects of the self – the faults, vulnerabilities, and the private pain we habitually conceal.
The act of delving into these shadowy recesses, confronting them head-on, is a courageous one. Rather than shying away from the discomfort, with “Proof You Weren’t The Only One,” the songwriter invites the listener to accompany her on this journey of self-examination and growth. The result is a cathartic experience, where the listener emerges with a renewed sense of understanding and, perhaps, even a measure of peace.
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